Photo by Lois Flores

I
was recently asked if I could “Be Still” for a while and await an answer
regarding a job.  I replied, “Well, I can
tell you it is part of Psalm 46:10 and the entire Psalm starts out with
telling us that God is our refuge and strength. 
But to actually put it in to practice, nope, I can’t do that.”  Fortunately my potential employer chuckled
along with me, also knowing that waiting isn’t easy.

When
you’re single, your income is it.  You’re
not a supplemental income alongside your spouse’s to help with extra
expenses.  You’re not a comparable amount
to be part of the monthly budget.  You
are it!

Sometimes
I find that scary. 

Sometimes
I find it an exciting opportunity to see how God will work things out. 

Be
still…and know that I am God…

Sometimes
I find it frustrating. 

Sometimes
I find it a good way to trust God.

Be still…and
know that I am God…

Sometimes
I want to make a phone call and get things rolling.

Sometimes
I just want to sit at His feet and watch Him work.

Be still…and
know that I am God…

It’s
not just “knowing” that He is God.  I
have to “let” Him be God.  It’s the
difference between reciting Psalm 46 and believing it and trusting Him enough
to live it out. 

I
joke around with friends and say, “This is the year I marry money!”  My Portland to Coast team would like extra
money to buy a van, team T-shirts, a cushy hotel and massage in Seaside after
the race.  But until I find that rich
husband it just isn’t going to happen. 
But in reality, I have found someone…

I
found Him while I was being still enough to know
Him and then let Him be God.